unlucky

2nd June, I still can't take my self away from unlucky trouble. I don't know why..
Bermacam macam kesialan datang, selesai yg satu datang yg lain. Bukannya mau mengeluh, tapi yaa kenapa harus aku dapat yg kayak gini. I can't understand.

Yg paling aku sesali tentunya yg baru aja terjadi. Entah kenapa sial yg aku dapat harus nelan korban. And why her? Kenapa harus dia? Kenapa harus ke orang yg aku sayang? I always pray if I should get that unluckyness things in my life, just to me. I don't want the others become the victims.

I'm so sorry dear..but I know it's happened. And I also know 'sorry' isn't enough. I don't know what to do, it's broken my mind. Please god, throw that **** unluckyness away from people those I love. Far away from them. Let me through it by my self.